You knew me in my spiral Happiness tidal It comes and it goes And I sank into the water How I drifted farther Away from the coast Sometimes I get this feeling I was breathing someone else's air Two thousand miles away from home Under that sky, I tried to make my peace with fear So I guess I'll build a boat and live alone Lord, I'll be the lost one (oh, oh) Oh, I'll teach myself to swim and live in my head And make sense of all my thoughts And if I never reach the land or live again Lord, I'll be just fine (oh, oh) Yeah, I'll drift until I'm dead, and until then I'll be the lost one, I'll be the last one I fell into a pattern Where nothing would matter if I didn't care To be so close to a coastline To know that in my life, I'll never be there 'Cause sometimes I get this feeling I've been breathing someone else's air So I guess I'll build a boat and live alone Lord, I'll be the lost one (oh, oh) Oh, I'll teach myself to swim and live in my head And make sense of all my thoughts And if I never reach the land or live again Lord, I'll be just fine (oh, oh) Yeah, I'll drift until I'm dead, and until then I'll be the lost one, I'll be the last one And it wears me out All the demons underneath the tide But I sink like stone But all the weight of all these dreams of mine And I wish you well You can't save someone too far to find But it's wearing me out And it's stormy in the sea tonight, in the sea tonight So I guess I'll build a boat and live alone Lord, I'll be the lost one (oh, oh) Oh, I'll teach myself to swim and live in my head And make sense of all my thoughts And if I never reach the land or live again Lord, I'll be just fine (oh, oh) Yeah, I'll drift until I'm dead, and until then I'll be the lost one, I'll be the last one