Return to Zero

Why do the big words still reverberate deep inside my mind?
I'm not strong enough to think for myself. My obedience is 
blind.

[Chorus]

I'm locked here to go for a change and it's my free will.
I won't return to zero. I will live again.

How can I get back my own ways of thought? Get rid of this 
style of living.
Brainwashed by the sect I was joining and it still controls
 my life.

When will the followers leave me alone? They often call on 
me.
It was hard for my family to get me back, but they won't 
let me stay.

My obedience is blind.