Hollow

I never forgot the time i lost faith in this a lost journey
 of many years, my heart has been torn in twain but still i
 stand and here i shall remain, with a feeble mind and a 
sea of lies dragging me to the depths of false beliefs, i 
seek the answer, the search will consume me until i sleep 
and perhaps dream of such a reality. shame lurks within my 
soul, in my tortured dreams, but im free from the shackles 
of ignorance, right now! i am free! i am drowning in 
unhallowed waters, merely a hollow vessel of existence, 
merely a vessel of existence. looking through faithless 
eyes, am i afraid to die ? are you afraid to die ? i will 
remember, when the skies are clear, i will remember, when 
my death is near, will you remember, the faith i had in you
 ? will you remember ? when my time has come.