When I awoke a man wearing black is between my legs tongueing my vagina lapping me like a thirsty dog... Through my revulsion I feel some mild pleasure then the man wearing black stands pulling my hair from his teeth but I noticed nothing dangled between his legs He was a female down there- and from his vagina came a toungue followed by many fingers... I awoke again this time I'm chained to an altar There are six women wearing habits around me and they are cutting their own throats... Through my revulsion I feel some mild pleasure then they fall upon me soaking me in arterial blood I thought they were dead but then they stood the gashes in their throats yawning and from each gaping tear comes a penis followed by many tongues I entered their world not to worship but to feel pleasure through the darkness of revulsion and as I lay down to masturbate among the gore of many animals I realize I am a woman but when I entered their world I WAS A MAN!