It's not that I'm not happy To see you here It's just that I didn't think you Even cared Sometimes I think that you are Also scared And I'm sorry but it's too late now To face that fear You know you only want it Once it's not there Always reaching for something falling In mid-air You start racing only when you Find yourself behind It's not that I didn't want you It's just that I already tried Oh I can't see you The same as before But even if I tried to I don't want to anymore You keep telling me things I'm gonna ignore 'Cause it's too late now What are you still waiting for You know you only want it Once it's not there Always reaching for something falling In mid-air You start racing only when you Find yourself behind It's not that I didn't want you It's just that I already tried I don't want to Be your favorite doll 'Cause I don't know who Will catch me if I fall I don't want to Be ahead of them all 'Cause I don't know who Will be there if I call