The Holidays

Don't rememeber much these days, all I know is what i've 
been told, lateley everything seems to fall on deaf ears, 
didn't know you were gone, to live was too late, [Chorus:] 
and if it all? it all ain't my fault, I take the 
consiquence? for the holidays, give me one more shot, ????
a way back to your heart, Don't remember much these days, 
only us, when you were just 19, lateley everything seems so
 fucked up, didn't know you were gone to live was too late 

[Chorus x2]