I'm reaching in the past for the dead All this time falling through my hands I'm tryna bring back what I can't Tryna keep it all for my son Somebody get this mirror from me I'm starting to see my father All of these memories ugly Tryna keep 'em from my daughter I'm fighting ghosts, can't come to the phone I'm not at home, I'm lost and alone Lost and alone, you don't wanna see me alone Will you come out to the deep end with me Where it's dark and my mind needs fixing Where the burden's too heavy to carry? I got drugs that I just can't kick Are you afraid of the deep end, baby? Are you afraid that ya just can't fix me? My head falls underwater I got drugs that I just can't kick I'm reaching in the past for the dead I'm replaying the things that were said A table full of women seeing red Let's put a little boy in charge of cleaning up the mess Too heavy to shoulder the moment Move Heaven and Earth and some oceans Would you meet the new family opponents? A brand-new storm and some locusts I'm fighting ghosts, can't come to the phone I'm not at home, I'm lost and alone Lost and alone, you don't wanna see me alone Will you come out to the deep end with me Where it's dark and my mind needs fixing Where the burden's too heavy to carry? I got drugs that I just can't kick Are you afraid of the deep end, baby? Are you afraid that ya just can't fix me? My head falls underwater I got drugs that I just can't kick I'm reaching in the past for the dead (ooh) Mm, nobody got a gun like mine Better the murder, they fall behind Have nightmares of these fires, don't know where I'm supposed to go I'm fighting ghosts, can't come to the phone I'm not at home, I'm lost and alone I can't break these chains alone, don't make me beg you Will you come out to the deep end with me Where it's dark and my mind needs fixing Where the burden's too heavy to carry? I got drugs that I just can't kick Are you afraid of the deep end, baby? Are you afraid that ya just can't fix me? My head falls underwater I got drugs that I just can't kick Just save your breath for me Don't even say my name Don't save, not me