apocalypse at my fingertips, i can't distinguish what is real. push the plunger in the warm rush begins. i'm noddin' off at the wheel. things haven't been the same since you said good-bye. i've been doing things i thought i swore i'd never do, just to stay alive. if i had blinked, i would have never of met you. could have lived my life content. but now here i am fucked up again, life can be silent torment. i knew you'd never stay, right from the start. that's what i get for diving in head first. my life feels like it's falling apart. i'm a loser, i'm a failure, i'm a fuck up to the core. i've been falling down so much, don't bother getting up anymore. i can't explain the emptiness that i feel, as i drive into oblivion, i'm noddin' off at the wheel