E | C#m | B
[Verse 1]
E
I got ideas in my head that make me get out of bed
C#m B E
But I would rather lock my - door
Letting nobody in, but I still tweet a few things
C#m B E
To get these feelings off my - chest
The illusion I'm fine should not be stuck in your mind
C#m B E
Wish you could see what I see - in the mirror
Secretly want your sympathy
C#m B
I don't see what's in front of me, it's clear
[Pre-Chorus]
A E
That I've got some real close friends
B C#m
We drink and smoke every night
A E
It's not gonna fix my sadness
B C#m
Even thought it does sometimes
[Chorus]
A E B C#m
Oh, I know I can look real good on paper
A E B C#m N.C.
But if I survive, I would jump off this skyscraper
N.C A E B C#m
To feel something
A E B C#m
To feel something
[Verse 2]
E
I, I keep a grin on my face
C#m B E
But it is surely a waste 'cause I don't feel the way I - look
There's messages in my phone
C#m B E
I read so I'm not alone, but they don't vali-date my - fear
Of never being enough
C#m B E
I got somebody I love, but they can't help the thoughts I - have