Take a look around, don’t drown in your self-doubt It’s not funny Fast-forward to the future Why does it have to be so blurry? I can barely sleep, dreaming of my own worries How can I be sure if things will work just fine for me? I'm in California, losing sleep Things are changing, I feel seen I’ve never tasted a sweet so sweet I'm not used to crying for things like these It isn’t obvious, but I feel it in my chest Have I gone too far? Did I do my best? You only notice when it’s almost done I feel my future has just begun I'm in California, losing sleep Things are changing, I feel seen I’ve never tasted a sweet so sweet I'm not used to crying for things like these It isn’t obvious, but I feel it in my chest Have I gone too far? Did I do my best? You only notice when it’s almost done I feel my future has just begun I'm in California, losing sleep Things are changing, I feel seen I'm in California, leaving soon Nothing changes unless you do