Some escape some door to open This path seems the blackest but i Guess it's the soonest But there in the clearing i Know you'll be wearing Your young aching smile and Waving your hand Can't go with my heart when i Can't feel what's in it i Thought you'd come over But for some reason you didn't Glass on the pavement under my shoe Without you is all my life amounts to A final sleep no Words from my cutting Mouth to your ear or Taut wicked pinches From my fingers to your bitter face That i can't heal I know tomorrow You will be Somewhere in london Living with someone You've got some kind of family There to turn to And that's more than i could ever give you A chance for calm A hope for freedom Outlet from my cold solitary kingdom By the forest of our spring stay Where you walked away And left a bleeding part of me Empty and bothered Watching the water Quiet in the corner Numb and falling through Without you what does my life amount to?