Here is the night And here I am Where I remain within the walls Which protect and hide My thoughts on fast-forward To empty promises I've made myself To a place everywhere... And nowhere racing thoughts no stop them please won't someone make me laugh again I just want to sleep forever only without dreams just black nothing but sleep never comes I reach out call out no one is there no one hears where are you maybe I'll never know find me save me from all choices all futures no answers never come I'm alone No one watches me In no one's thoughts am I now Must it be as if it never were? I can't see beyond yesterday As I fade from your memory So do I fade from my own (goodbye...)