It's so hard It's so hard See that everything is falling apart, falling downhill You're not in my place, to see that some things bring me down I feel the Sun on my face, but I don't feel the daylight I think what I need is a place to hide Lately I've been feeling so down I'm sinking, I'm the one on the ground It's so hard to face my reality When it came to me so, so naturally I'm in a game, eventually It's so hard to know that I'm not here That in thoughts I ran away from me It's hard to face my reality However, I don't think I know if I love me Actually, it is painful to face reality Seeing that I'm bad makes me overthink Everyone sees that I ruin things I see the night, but I don't feel alive I walk through the night, not feeling alive Lately I've been wanting to stay in my bed Of getting up and going over it instead It's so hard to face my reality When it came to me so, so naturally I'm in a game, eventually It's so hard to know that I'm not here That in thoughts I ran away from me It's hard to face my reality However, I don't think I know if I love me Actually, it is painful to face reality Uh huh uh huh uh huh whoah Uh huh uh huh uh huh whoah Uh huh uh huh uh huh whoah Uh huh uh huh uh huh whoah It's so hard to face my reality When it came to me so so naturally I'm in a game, eventually It's so hard to know that I'm not here That in thoughts I ran away from me It's hard to face my reality However, I don't think I know if I love me Actually, it is painful to face reality Uh huh uh Uh huh uh Uh huh uh