Becoming The Memory

Underneath, underneath all this indecision
Part of me, part of me wants everything to stay
And now you’re not from hearing me, wondering why?
Ended up never being the same (I’m all alone)
Yeah, it’s a funny thing, what we’re so used to
Becoming the memory (and I lost my soul)

To feel the rush (I’m not supposed to)
Thinking of you

I just need tonight to try to clarify
I know that it's no use, it doesn’t hurt to try
Just a little too much inside my own head
My confidence is dead
Who are you to assume things? Who are you to

Honestly, honestly you can’t be serious
Count to three, count to three and I’ll be on the next 
plane
I hope that you know there’s no place that we could end up
Have to face or dealing with things (cause I gotta know)
Yeah, it’s a funny thing that I’m still thinking of you 
even though we’re far away
(You appear so close)

To feel the rush (I’m not supposed to)
Thinking of you
It’s almost enough (I’m not supposed to)
Won’t get me through

I just need tonight to try to clarify
I know that it's no use, it doesn’t hurt to try
Just a little too much inside my own head
My confidence is dead
Who are you to assume things? Who are you to

I ain’t never been feeling like this, how I felt about last
 time
Can’t believe that I’m saying this but I think I’m moving 
on this time
Come over here with that sexy ass and we’ll probably hit up
 some Pad Thai
I won’t lie, you’re all mine
I don’t know how but I knew