And If I Cried and If I Said I'm Sorry And If I Told the Truth a Million Times Would You Believe Would You Believe I'm Sorry Or Would I Start to Fade and Waste Away I Never Thought That It Would Come to This I Never Thought You'd Waste Away Now I'll Drive Away My Pain and Catch the Next Flight For L.a. Slowly Close My Eyes and Start to Waste Away You Always Said the Hardest Thing You Knew Of Getting Older Was You Lose Your Friends And Now I Know and Now I Know It's True As Now I Start to Fade and Waste Away I Never Thought That It Would Come to This I Never Thought You'd Waste Away And Now I'll Wrestle With My Brain and Wash Away With Acid Rain Lay Down With My Ghosts and Start to Waste Away And I Fell Out My Body Arched With Pain and Anger I Feel Like I've Been Asleep For Days Now I'll Drive Away My Pain and Catch the Next Flight For L.a. Slowly Close My Eyes and Start to Waste Away Now I'll Wrestle With My Brain and Wash Away With Acid Rain Lay Down With My Ghosts and Start to Waste Away