At the edge of spitting contempt at myself Losing all mountains to conquer once again Losing all forever now I'll stay aground Killing thoughts oh so divine Gotta find another way to make it through Gonna find a place to stay away from you Gotta end these days of blues and look into the death Gonna hide from you again In suicide world, deep inside In the cut veins of my soul I'll be flying with the winds so unreal Touch the pain and misery, much too real Drink the wisdom and drown myself in this poison cup Laugh at all mistakes I've done In suicide world, deep inside In the ripped veins of my soul Paralyzed, soaked in grey lies Let me live in my cage Madness lies just a touch away Make the sorrow go away The sorrow never goes away In suicide world, deep inside In the torn veins of my soul Gotta find some rest in the long forgotten joy Heal the wounds of the past to feel safe in this void This void and the sorrow never go away