If You Stay Sober

If you stay sober, I'll put the kettle on. And you can come
 over, drink tea, and watch the lawn, and I'll lay you 
down. I'll lay you down as the lights come on in town when 
day is over.
I wanted to die for two days in '95. I stood by the 
lakeside and waited for the mood to be right. With leaves 
all turning brown, I listened to the sounds starting to 
announce October. I'll lay you down, you can empty out your
 mouth, and I'll arrange the room again when everything is 
over.