My Therapy (feat. EBEN)

I don't know when this all happened but it happened fast
I take this all too serious, can't even break a laugh
I gotta make time for the ones I love before they pass
I gotta make time for my mom she raised me by herself

Don't get me wrong, I love you dad; but things aren't the 
same
You took me out to dinner, didn't know that was our last 
hang
Picked me up from the bus, was only in the 8th Grade
I was young and innocent, yeah, only in the 8th Grade

But I was finding myself
And I don't do to well when people leave me
Try something else
Anxiety's my best and only friend
Lives beneath my chest and comes out at the middle of the 
night
Hide under my bed

And if you know me well
You know I don't really like to show it
I just leave it right here, I put it all in my music
That is what I do when I feel useless
Do what I feel useless, oh

And if you know me well
You know I don't really like to show it
I just leave it right here, I put it all in my music
That is what I do when I feel useless
This is my therapy

I wish I knew the truth but they keep lying
If they never learn their lesson what's the point in 
trying?
Reached out to my therapist but he just quit replying

Now my OCD is kicking, can you hear it? I can!

I wanna take it back when I was younger
When I was scared of the sound of thunder
When I used to feel bad for making fun of my sisters
Never meant to hurt you guys, I was so immature and I just 
wannna say I'm sorry
A broken family is where I come from
I have so much to say but a few minutes isn't close to 
enough
I want you three to know I love you and you have my heart
I'll walk down that aisle when the time comes across

And if you know me well
You know I don't really like to show it
I just leave it right here, I put it all in my music
That is what I do when I feel useless
Do what I feel useless, oh

And if you know me well
You know I don't really like to show it
I just leave it right here, I put it all in my music
That is what I do when I feel useless
This is my therapy
This is my therapy
Oh, this is my therapy

That is what I do when I feel useless
This is my therapy

And if you know me well
You know I don't really like to show it
I just leave it right here, I put it all in my music
That is what I do when I feel useless
This is my therapy