I know I'm no good At telling the truth But I can't find a way No, I'm no good And this is the proof Feels like it's too late And I tried to change In a million different ways I tried but failed I thought I'm okay Thought I'd be alright If I could just pretend I've never seen that look in your eyes But it turns out it's all the same Again and again In a million different ways Again and again This pattern in my head Doesn't fit the pattern in my heart Made another mistake 'Cause I'm too afraid to try I know it's too late I know my own ways I know I can't make you stay Again and again I'm blaming myself That is the price I'll pay I know my own ways I know I can't make you stay Again and again I'm blaming myself That is the price I'll pay I tried to change In a million different ways Again and again This pattern in my head Doesn't fit the pattern in my heart Made another mistake 'Cause I'm too afraid to try The pattern in my head Wants to fight for you for the rest of my life The pattern in my heart Wants what's out of sight but never out of mind