C# D#m Fm
You say there's a god
G# C# F# C#
And you say you've got proof
Bbm F# Bbm
Well I've lost friends to heroin
C# G#
So what's your god trying to prove?
C# Fm
You say he's alive
C# Fm C#
His spirit flows through your veins
Bbm
Well I guess my best friend
G#
Was just trying to help the spirit escape
[Chorus]
G# Bbm F#
And if there's a god
C# G#
Do I make him proud?
Bbm A C# G#
Put a smile on his face?
F#
My mother, she gave me a crucifix
G# Fm G#
She said, "Pray to Anthony if you lose this"
Bbm F# Bbm G# Fm G# C#
But how can I believe in god if he won't believe in me?
[Instrumental]
C# Fm F# Fm C# F#
[Verse]
F# Bbm C#
I let my anxieties overwhelm me
F# G#
Tell me why I am blessed with this curse
Bbm A
There is holes in my head that puts holes in my chest
G# G F#
It makes me feel like maybe I'd be better dead
Fm D#m G# Bbm A G#
I wanna get over the feeling that I'll never be good enough
[Chorus]
G# F#
And if there's a god
F# G# A
Do I make him proud?
Bbm A C# G#
Put a smile on her face?
C# F#
And if you're with god
G# A
Am I making you proud
Bbm A G#
By waking up each day?
[Bridge]
G# F#
And if you're with god
G# A
Well, I hope you're proud
Bbm A G#
With a smile on your face
F#
And if you're with god
G# A
Well, I hope you're proud
Bbm
With a smile on your face
