I'm Not Okay

Woke up with heavy eyes
Sun's up, but I'm in the night
Got thoughts I can't disguise
Nothing feels quite right

Walking through a crowded street
Every face a mystery
No one's got a clue, it seems
I'm drowning in this dream

I'm not okay, I won't pretend
To try and make it to the end
A smile's a mask, that's what they say
But deep inside I'm not okay
In a room that's full of light
I'm lost in the darkest night
Can't find the words to fight
This battle in my mind, I'm not okay

I won't pretend, just try and make it to the end
A swirl's a mess, that's what they say
But deep inside, I'm not okay
In a room that's full of light
I'm lost in the darkest night
I can't find the words to fight
This battle in my mind

I'm not okay, I won't pretend
To try and make it to the end
A smile's a mask, that's what they say
But deep inside I'm not okay
I'm not okay
In a room that's full of life
I'm lost in the darkest night
I can't find the words to fight
This battle in my mind

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm shouting out
Can you hear my voice
In the noise, in the noise?
Searching for a little choice
To regain my poise