Knocking on the door where fear resides I'd been sent away Waiting on the fight Analyzing all I'd ever seen What it felt to me How it held to me Lost at sea, the child in me Drifts away Unforseen duality Every day Everything I've built my life into Now feels different The past feels buried Realizing that I'm home again The shadow's cast But I'm still lost All I have (greed) All I've lost (pain) Here I am (hell) Where I belong (I belong) I've grown into what I've become in fear of who I am Lost Organizing all the dissonance I'm such a pessimist I've scratched the surface Lost at sea the, child in me Finds it's way Lessons come from history Life is synchronicity Emotions always get the best of me I forget the rest of me needs some focus Why do I go through this? Why can't I refuse this? Is this what abuse is? (It's useless) All I have (greed) All I've lost (pain) Here I am (hell) Where I belong (I belong) I've grown into what I've become in fear of who I am Lost Mirror, mirror Who are you now? Take me back to who I was before I need you I need you I need you back Nearer, nearer now I feel you I feel you alive The warmth you brought that made everything right I need you I need you I need you in my life Waves ripple in the Sun in the middle of oblivion The wind takes the sails as I set for the shores invisible to me The feeling is right as I head to the edge of it But I'm not really sure The air in my lungs makes me feel like a child again The stars fill my eyes as I move towards the dark Pulling from under, the fear doesn't start this time And as I go down, I become whole again All of this fight I've had for so long Took away from what I'd become Hide and seek Forgotten you'd played Hidden away From you to see Hide and seek Forgotten you'd played Hidden away From you to be Yourself My existence is limited Two eyes forward, bias tilted My existence is spirited Three eyed intuition Mirror, mirror I see you now I hear you, I hear you Calling me out Mirror, mirror You're broken again This time I won't believe You're pretend It's pretend