Wake up and shake up, wash my face up I'm unsteady and the breeze fucking knocks me down Right now Try this, try that There's no point, just these pointed attacks It's the same fucking thing everyday There are times in life I wish that I were dead That's how I feel right now All these thoughts will put a hole right through my head That's how I deal, that's how And all my pain is such a pain Oh, you fucking saint You use tough love, bitch I got the toughest there is, it does no fucking good So let's do that There are times in life I wish that I were dead That's how I feel right now All these thoughts will put a hole right through my head That's how I deal, that's how There are times in life I wish that I were dead That's how I feel right now All these thoughts will put a hole right through my head That's how I deal, that's how Someday, yeah, I will shine (Will shine) Not one thought will fill my mind