maudsland

It's 12:59, October 28th
Currently under a bridge, a place called Maudsland
And I know about this place because I came here
When we first initially ended, I haven't been back here 
since then
And back here now, and, I still miss you
I still think about you
Still upset
I don't feel good
I don't feel good at all
It's the first time that I've felt strongly that I do not 
want to be here
Or, just feeling so lonely and by myself, even though I 
have people around me
Alright, It's just—
It just makes me not wanna do it
I'm not saying that I'm planning, or you know gonna do 
anything irrational like that
But I just—
I just feel sad