Know I had trials and tribulations I'm tryna be liberated from I got some baggage, but I won't let it hold me I may seem full of regret But I let God do the rest I don't deserve this hurt No matter what my father told me Riding on the edge I'll lay it all on my chest My heart is full even though I come from a broken home This ain't life, it's survival I been caught in a cycle But I guess that's life, though And that PTSD gets me every time When the world is getting dark That's when you gotta shine You know I gotta count my blessings Not everybody get to wake up in the morning So I count my blessings I seen my brothers and sisters falling, so I get up Learned my lesson Thankful for what I got But I still get tested sometimes Got out these trenches one too many times I ain't going back, making change in my life I'm been listening to my intuition No more resisting Ain't missing my blessings Protect my peace I'm vigilant by design I stand for me And I'll put that on my life Don't you see this dedication in my eyes Know I should let it shine I ain't made to hide But that PTSD gets me every time When the world is getting dark That's when you gotta shine You know I gotta count my blessings Not everybody get to wake up in the morning So I count my blessings I seen my brothers and sisters falling, so I get up Learned my lesson Thankful for what I got But I still get tested sometimes You know I gotta count my blessings Not everybody get to wake up in the morning So I count my blessings I seen my brothers and sisters falling, so I get up Learned my lesson Thankful for what I got But I still get tested sometimes