can i spread frustration without speaking? without parting my lips except to breathe? i let my actions speak for me because my words collided with yours it created tension and frustration so i left i didn't turn around to see how troubled you were that night i promise that it paled in comparison to the anguish each step brought me as i walked away my heart pumps your rhapsody i still lick my lips to the thought of you so now i'm stuck here in the purgatory of longing for that one kiss good-bye i try to empty myself of all desire that i crave for you but the attempt only brings me to my knees i succumb to your idol this subconscious social vampire who haunts every thought i choke on the will to demand patience only to find myself swallowing blood ::