Oh i love the way you looked at me last night Like the time i really thought i touched the sky And i should have slipped away right from the start If only i could tell you how i fell apart Oh i love the way you smiled at me last night Like the time i really thought that i could fly And i never thought it got me into tears But after all these pills my fingers disappeared (chorus) And i never thought it hurt me like the way it hurts tonight And i really thought i could take on the world all on my own And this night seems colder than any xmasnight that passed away Oh i really thought i died All i want to think about is you right now Cause the pain i feel is killing me somehow And i only wanted to feel good inside But now i feel it's tearing all my insides out (chorus-repeat)