I reminisce on the last Christmas I spent with my mom and my dad I'm still trippin' wishin' that I could go back To know what I'm missin' It's a mystery, oh, how'd I forget I'm not a magician, I try fixin' shit that I can't Memories made me sick I hope the past the hardest that it gets Momma say she drinkin' to forget I told my momma: Save your son a sip Tryna slow my breath and get a grip I think life is harder than in death They're in heaven, I'm the one that's left (they left) I did things I that knew were wrong But time just keeps movin' on And no matter which way I run I can't go back to the way it was I broke bones and I shed some blood And timе took a few friends I love And no mattеr which way I run I can't go back to the way it was, no Ooh, ooh I can't go back to the way it was, no Ooh, ooh And I can't go back to the way it was Ooh, ooh (Hold on this moment while you can) (Tell your people that you care) (Do it all while you still can) I can't go back to the way it was, no (can't go back to the) I said I can't go back to the way it was, nah, oh (no, no) I can't go back to the way it was, no