When I say my head's got to turn to my balls girl Then I found my heads back in a told my old friend I thought it's time now to get out of here Give me the gun I've got the kick to kill my self It's not because I don't love you it's just because the love I never had Then I'm on my dirty feeds and I start to kick my self My heads turning back and I'm full of hate And then I felt down my pocked and I saw my fucking girlfriend I took my shotgun and start to kill all my friends It's not because I don't love you it's just because the love I never had It's the love girl that I never had It's the love girl that I never had It's the love girl that I never had Tell me baby my cat is she's running away now All my friends tell me I'm going go to be insane gal I tried to get on the floor and I shot'm down Now all things go mad and I just don't fucking care It's not because I don't love you it's just because the love I never had It's the love girl that I never had It's the love girl that I never had It's the love girl that I never had