Lost in my sights This fading light Dims to a pinpoint in the center of the ceiling Spirits drawn high Hung from the sky Watching my body lay still throughout the night The deal is done Have I become the Fear that’s been trapped in me for all and ever long? Thoughts will linger Answers go untraced Cosmic ecstasy explodes in just a moment's trace Transfixed with rapture Forgetting everything Leaves turn brown with rust Oh how I long for the seasons again Drowned in a sea of clarity Overjoyed with fate My ego died It’s ghost haunts you Trapped in a dream Nightmare it seems Either way there’s no waking up from this Killing the soul After all I'm told I reach out for nothing and nothing reaches back Ash filled lungs depart Return to stars Return to dust and be born into the world Light beckons Far away it seems But closer than I thought soon enough I’ll finally breathe