Back in the day when you found out you were stronger Everyone just held back And you thought I wouldn‘t get it An infusion made of poison and sheer will You crafted a fucking hard to swallow pill Some toxins take their time to spread You found that one thing with a severe effect There was no sign of an overdose But all I had were pills from the start Will I fade before I can get out? ’Cause I swallowed everything I got And I’ll never make it out here alive Will I fade before I can get out? There is a limit for a chemical effect When you feel nothing then You have to push further Nothing beats the endorphin rush When you hold down others And you finally feel superior For real – see that astonishment When you make them face their lack of empathy For an insecure friend Am I a fool or just insane You didn’t mean to fly above all others Still you’ve changed me forever Your ego’s a hell of a drug There was no sign of an overdose But all I had were pills from the start Will I fade before I can get out? ’Cause I swallowed everything I got And I’ll never make it out here alive Will I fade before I can get out? No sign of an overdose But all I had were pills from the start (Pills from the start) ’Cause I swallowed everything I got And I’ll never make it out here alive (Out here alive) All I had were pills from the start