Relativity

Is this how you thought it would all turn out? youth and 
hope become division and debt the crushing blow, promises 
punched full of holes but you must be so alone, I hope that
 you're ok I hope you're safe, I hope you're safe I have 
known for almost nine years but now it's closing down is it
 only relativity or is there more? Giving up, backing out 
there is so much
space and all the while I'm waiting here concentric
circles that grow with every passing day and I wish that I 
had movement or some fight
some fight left in me I'm swallowed by surpise is it
worth the price we paid for your relief? I have known for
almost nine years but now it's closing down is it only 
relativity or is there more?
I have known for almost nine years but now it's closing
down is it only relative to you or is there more? Is this
it? vows are small? no big ideas a