I was happier then than I ever am now But it makes sense not to frown And the question is can I go back to then, but that's not so real I'm not so real So now, I fight every day Just to maintain My sanity Can I get myself can I get myself to a position of opposition to make this alright, I'll make this alright yeah yeah I never thought it would come down to this Now I'm stuck down here so livid and pissed While this question is answered right here before me, up on this stage you just gag and bore me I never thought it would hurt so bad to hear from my friends of the men you've had Now just wait here while I tell you my story Cut my wrists and take my glory So now, I fight every day Just to maintain My sanity Can I get myself can I get myself to a position of opposition to make this alright, I'll make this alright yeah yeah So now i, i fight every day just to Maintain my sanity