So long, solo I'm tryna reach out to you because I'm giving myself arrhythmia Dead lights, cold blood I'm getting me close to giving up I don't know if I trust my gut My heart is competing, losing the color in my face My feet are both running, I go so far to stay in place I'm leading, retreating, my internal debate I think I thought I needed to escape What if I pack my bags and left myself here What if the music never sounds the same When I close my eyes I'm screaming For a sign of something close to me to say I hope you stay Settle down, grow up Life becomes transactional Everyone calls it rational My heart is competing, losing the color in my face My feet are both running, I go so far to stay in place I'm leading, retreating, my internal debate I think I thought I needed to escape What if I pack my bags and left myself here What if the music never sounds the same When I close my eyes I'm screaming For a sign of something close to me to say I hope you stay What if I pack my bags and left myself here What if the music never sounds the same When I close my eyes I'm screaming For a sign of something close to me to say I hope you stay