It's cold in this house with the snow piled to the roof We've been frozen inside for years We still sleep in our separate rooms I hope your bed stays full with the indent that I left way back When I stopped giving everything I had just to keeping you in the past Can you give me that And let me step outside? So now if we don't speak My love, please don't you miss me We were wrong from the beginning And if you want me to I can drain out the water That floods our basement windows That pours into our gutters But it can't, it can't and it won't change anything My head rolls back and forth Again, back and forth Now through the walls, I hear lullabies sung in their bedrooms But they're being drowned out by the sound Of this homesick dirge I can't stop singing Pass out by 6:00 and wake up well past noon No one knows if I'm leaving tonight and where it is I'll be going to Does that upset you? 'Cause it does for me So now if we don't speak My love, please don't you miss me We fell off from the beginning And if you want me to I can drain out the water That floods our basement windows That pours into our gutters Would that be good for you So give my clothes to our sons Pack this house and then move on Just know when all this is done I tried and tried and tried to be good for you But it's calmer now I am calmer now