Walking Contradictions

We spent our time, staring at clocks and crossing lines.
I always though you were on my side.
All you could see were the unattractive parts of me. You 
wanted out, wanted to be free.
And then came the distance; it's as if two years were like 
an instant.
Suddenly I wasn't worth the wait...

I don't think I can take much more of this, but I can't let
 it end.
Because who would I be without the one who taught me how to
 pretend?
Which way to go? We lost our map sometime ago; you walk 
above, and I'll walk below.
I've done my share, and we both know that I've done my best
 in killing you with kindness

Aren't we walking contradictions? Having love, but calling 
it fiction...
I don't think I can take much more of this, but I can't let
 it end.
Because who would I be without the one who taught me how to
 pretend?

I need to be on my own (at least for now). You need to be 
on your own.
But all these thoughts I keep inside;
because don't we love wasting our time.

(2x)
I don't think I can take much more of this, but I can't let
 it end.
Because who would I be without the one who taught me how to
 pretend?