The dead girl looks at me but she doesn't smile anymore A terminal disease has taken all the life from her You live under a cloud Drinking all the time You drown in rosé wine You're drunk and maudlin now The floodgates open wide The pain is like ocean size, ocean size Jesus Christ, I just can't go on with this sad excuse I've been slipping down life's razorblade And sucking the shine from a knife And I always played the clown My smile is turning down My smile has turned to slime I juggle with the empties I struggle with the emptiness The pain is like needles in your eyes, needles in your eyes The dead girl looks at me What does she see? A transparency Catching the light now and then Dropped in life's ocean and caught in the swell You're drunk and maudlin now The floodgates open out The dam was open wide The pain is like an ocean You're praying for a way out The pain is like ocean size, needles in your eyes Ocean size, needles in your eyes Ocean size