Why wait? It's like every fucking day is the same, I know I get high when I think that I can finally realize Why you couldn't stay I wanted to be you I guess you didn't know And now I wonder if just like you Will I die alone? And it blooms When I think of sitting there in your room, again And tonight I think that maybe I can finally try to speak to you I wanted to be you I guess you didn't know And now I wonder if just like you Will I die alone? And I'd ask you if it hurt When it all went cold What if I end up like you? And I die alone? I pretend you're not dead Never took your life, never left I get high and realize That I couldn't have saved you then I wanted to be you When you died alone Maybe I'll end up like you And I'd ask you if it hurt When it all went cold What if I end up like you? When I die alone?