Ending life, through slashes performed twice From both wrists my spirit begins to rise Sinking into the water, candles burning close As the elixir of life spurts and flows Transcendence about to be achieved By the water the blood is received So is my angst, fears flow by its side Joining the mix that spells suicide It fills my world, the blinding white light Unseeing I move, drowned in white I am nowhere and everywhere Confronting mortality, transfixed I stare The puzzling enigma of dying Here before me, no more denying Objective now to the laws of incarnation The will to live secures the continuation An anomaly rises in the suicidal As in me, the order ceases to be Regarding life a form of punsihment Redefined now in the time of ascent It fills my world, the blinding white light Unseeing I move, drowned in white Transcendence completed