I'm outside, the Sun shines Mom is singing in the room I'm terrified, it'll all die and disappear before I do I'll move out, then mom'll die But I'll leave for brighter days Late at night, I hear them cry Never who wants change anyway? I wrote in, the messages What I'm wishing for myself I still fear, that my fears, will kill what's lefting of me And I know, dad will leave But I know there will be a legacy And every day, I want to leave Who would think that I dreamed? You Remember the sacrifices Remember the little boy you used to be Maybe you think that you want to be dead But you can't forget that hope, hope that is making you live Let go of childhood wounds, take that hope and live as someone free