Cold sweats and throwing up on the floor of the bathroom that isn't mine I don't shower near enough I use perfume I didn't buy I talk to strangers and I make them think I care what's on their mind He makes people think I'm good, I make people think I'm kind 'Cause what's a little white lie when you grew up in the dark Nobody's gonna like you if you show them who you are You know I'm lying too, yeah, you're not the only one I don't wanna be rude, but I think I should be done But now I'm too drunk to drive But drunk driving seems safer than staying here I already said goodbye But maybe this time goodbye will be for real If there's a God could maybe Jesus take the wheel 'Cause I'm looking for a bridge or just another way to feel But now I'm too drunk too drive and way too young to die Should probably leave, I think I might, I think I'll drive somewhere tonight I think I might have forgot what feeling normal feels like I gave the keys to the devil that was standing on my shoulder He makes people think I'm fine, he makes me think that I'm sober 'Cause what's a little white lie when you grew up in the dark Nobody's gonna like you if you show them who you are You know I'm lying too yeah, you're not the only one I don't wanna be rude but I think I should be done But now I'm too drunk to drive But drunk driving seems safer than staying here I already said goodbye But maybe this time goodbye will be for real If there's a God could maybe Jesus take the wheel 'Cause I'm looking for a bridge or just another way to feel But now I'm too drunk too drive and way too young to die To die Too drunk to drive Too young to die Too drunk to drive Too young to die