Hell Inside My Head

Can't get out of this bed
And I hope you don't hold that against me
Haven't been right in the head
I know, you don't need to convince me
And I've been on the move
I think we both know well what that means
Waiting till you bend to find a friend
You never warned me

But please believe me when I say
I've just got so goddamn much on my mind
And I'm way too proud to say
And I find myself worrying
About my mom since my sister left
And all this hell inside my head
This hell inside my head

Can't get out of this head
I hope I don't let it drown me
I heard what you said, I know
But we can't seem to agree
And like some kind of ghost
This sickness, it tends to haunt me
Oh oh ohh
Strangling a part of me that once was happy

But no one else said
I've been lonely though and I've been thinking
How I should go see my dad down in San Antonio
And honestly, it's such hard place for me to be
Between the ones I lost
And I never see in this hell inside my head
It's got me down
This waiting and this wondering, goddamn
Is this all I'll ever know?
I'll never know

So for now I'll just live inside this hell
Oh, this hell inside my head