I’m not really sure I can do this again And she’s calling me up but we’re playing pretend I wish I was dead so she’d leave me alone I’m blocking it out but she’s ringing my phone I feel like I’m losing my mind Let me leave the fucking past behind I feel like I’m going insane These drugs are fucking up my brain I am falling down Yeah I feel like I am falling down I am screaming without sound All of the things that I did in the past All of the shit that I wanted to last All of the lies and all of the hate And all of the ways that I had to explain I am falling to the ground I am falling to the ground I’m not really sure I can do it this time But if I didn’t have her I’d probably die I wish I was happy so I could go on I wish was normal so I could belong I feel like I’m losing my mind Let me leave the fucking past behind I feel like I’m going insane These drugs are fucking up my brain I am falling down Yeah I feel like I am falling down I am screaming without sound (I am screaming without sound) All of these questions I wanted to ask All of the times that you ruined my past All of the lies and all of the hate And all of the ways that I had to explain I am falling to the ground I’m falling I’m falling to the ground I’m falling, I am falling, I’m falling to the I worry, I worry I worry