I'm somewhere lost in Chicago right now Fuck Damn Pain, killing Drunk as fuck right now When you cry, it’s not charged into the game, and I ain’t mention this (and I ain’t mention) Mad at myself and at my God, and now I'm not even Notice it (and I ain’t notice it) I don’t even notice you I locked my feelings in a club, but I let you in it (but I let you in it) You was praying for me to lose I was praying for you to win My mama said that having problems, heart bigger than me (bigger than me) You’d rather be somewhere else in this world than right here with me You the reason my heart got cold World weighing on me, how I'm supposed to hold? This the one I taught, baby, come closer (come here) Telling me you here, then why I feel lonely? (Lonely) You better off without me, just go on, I ain’t tryna fuck up the vibe (I ain’t tryna fuck up the vibe) Having second thoughts about my dawg, watch him from the corner of my eye (watch him) So many people want me dead I'm out here tryna survive I know I fucked up so many times, (uh) I promise this time I'm trying Playing tug-of-war with my emotions, it’s starting to fuck with my mind (uh, uh, uh) With my career and even my kids, I'm tryna balance the ties (I'm tryna balance the ties) Lord, I'm tired of being in this world, that’s when I start to drink Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink? (Pass me that right there) Ayy Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink? (I'm done, I'm done, this time I'm done) Pass me a drink Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink? (Hand me that) Right now I'm too fucked up with myself I'm tryna sober up (I ain’t leaning) Losing myself with my addictions, somebody wish me luck Tryna be strong and hold on, feel myself giving up (I'm giving up) Checking my cell, fans soon, but tonight I’ma live it up Can you let go (go) of me? (Drink) I don’t want you to hold on (on) me I don’t, I'm drinking Promise this time different Played them for what it was, I promise I ain’t tripping (I ain’t tripping) Ayy, when I be battling with myself, that’s when I create distance Everybody telling ‘em I could form it, but that’s just how I'm dealing (how I deal with it) Expressing myself on the mic like they care how I'm feeling Don’t call, I ain’t answering my phone either Promise I don’t need ya I'm prepared for you to walk out, like: Go on and leave me (bye) I promise I could do this on my own, and act like they don’t believe me Having dreams, dying in my home, tryna protect my kingdom (the fuck?) Once I gave away my heart, I begged for her to keep it (keep it) Thought I was done with this pain, but it’s been running deeper (been running deeper) Fuck me and my brother’s keeper My brother tried to creep me Drowning in my emotions and this money while I'm still breathing Only times I don’t feel strong are the times I need to be I'm wandering off alone at times I don’t need to be I'm tryna hold on, help me (tryna hold on) And I ain’t at peace Tryna focus on my career Feel like I'm failing me (I'm failing) I need therapy Locking myself inside the dark, the devil talking to me (what he said?) My dawg in jail and he ain’t sad, but he blame me for his choices (you ain’t [?]) Know he ain’t do it and he facing time, he feel like it’s torture Can you let go of me? (Go) (Drink) I don’t want you to hold on me (on, go) Now can you let go of me? (Go) (Drink) I don’t want you to hold on me (on, go) Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink? (I swear I'm done this time, I'm done, I'm done) Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink? (Get out my) (Nah, I don’t want it) (Yeah) Pass me a drink Said I was done with the Don, but can you pass me a drink? Pass me a drink I'm done this time I'm done with the Pass me a drink