Another forever that's come to an end, and is it my fault? It echoes in my head every day My friend tries to help me, but she's hurting too I feel so lost, so alone I haven't seen a smile on my face so long I stop and wonder: Does the who replaced me feel this way too? I was insecure, I know Anxiety drowns me every night, it's like a river and I don't know how to swim Can you be my lifesaver? I don't think so And I still smell your scent I wish I was stronger, but I fallen to the ground There's no such thing as my own beauty I want to fit in the standard I don't have my own strength Disappointment is a poisoned banquet, and I'm indulging But I'm not hungry, yet I'm eating my feelings Guilt catches up with me and makes me feel even worse I haven't seen a smile on my face in ages I wonder: Does she who replaced me feel this way too? I wish I was as pretty as her Anxiety drowns me every night And I keep diving I wish I was stronger, but I feel fallen to the ground There's no such thing as my own beauty I want to fit in the standard It's hard not to hide I don't want to feel alone anymore But does she complete you? I thought we were perfect together But everything turned to smoke Still, I keep swimming in the void