[Z-Ro] I don't know why my life ain't stable, so many up's and down's It make a nigga dizzy, trying to keep his feet on the ground Feeling this pain daily, too many times a day Just wanna live, not necessarily shine today Losing my mind today, I can't keep the tears from dripping Thankful for Eugene my nigga, for residency flipping Ran a car into my own shit, shouldn't I be glad To be like Joe, but have to lose everything 'fore I get it back I get free game, I stacks my cars my clothes But my mama will never scratch my back, before I go to sleep no more I'm feeling crazy, just can't find the slack, but fuck I can't move I know I'm not sleeping, I'm woke the devil's riding my back I try to shake him, but he on me Therefor my attitude is rude, fuck friends leaving me for lonely Sometimes I feel like the high, is my only companion So I stay running the drugs, looking for understanding [Hook - 2x] I don't really wanna die, just need a change of scenery It don't matter where I go, long as I'm blazing greenery Blowing my wig back, trying to deal with stress So I don't go crazy, and bandon me from people to rest [Cl'Che] I don't really wanna go, that's why I ask Lord bless my soul Had to stop hanging with hoes, even some my kin folk It's bad for my brain, bad for my blood, bad for my people That I wanted to show love, see cause love's been lost That's why I blaze up greenery, and charge it to the cost Baby I feel your pain, like when the tears come down like rain drops And it don't stop, motherfuckers keep pulling the same spot Trying to make you let loose, until you drop Them off the scenery, doing something crazy Wouldn't have to go through this shit, ain't that was another place to be That's why I ride behind you a hundred percent, my nigga it's Cl'Che I smoke with you ride with you, make sure you make it through the day Too much hate make a chick wanna vacate, off the scene Get a lil stash live out your dream ha, feel what I mean Relieves the stress, remember you blessed smoke on Live on and move on my nigga, I'm in your zone [Hook - 2x] [Z-Ro] Seems like I was looking for love, in the wrong place Attempting to put a smile, on a long face I couldn't beat it, the D.A. had a strong case So I might ready to burst this, for a long stay Back at the block after 2 and a half, thinking my partnas got shit to show me But they bout they paper capping, acting like they don't know me Thangs done changed, I see I'm out here on my own Got fronted a couple of packs, and glad I'm all night long But fellas started to get jealous, cause I grinded so much I wouldn't of knew he had a beam, if he didn't shine it so much So when he came walking up on me, I just capped and let it go See I'm nervous by nature, that means I'm dumping on you hoes There was people looking for me, plus I'm ducking the vice On top of that, my people treat me like a thief in the night Sometimes I feel like my high, is my only companion So I stay running the drugs, looking for understanding [Hook - 2x]