(Until the day I die) (I know I'll go to Heaven) (Because I, because I) Until the day I die Until the day I die It's starting to feel like paradise (I watch you suffocate yourself) You breathe in the smoke, you're paralyzed (The only way you'll escape this hell) You locked hands with the devil and left no surprise I watched you put another dose in your veins, you could fly My heart breaks when you're screaming in pain, like it's my (Fault you're alive) Until the day I die, I know I'll go to Heaven Because I forgave my own reflection When these feelings fade away And these scars remain the same If you feel like I felt, maybe you would change Maybe you would change Would've thought by now I'd be in the grave But I looked at my father's and couldn't face I was holding on tightly, I relieved it nightly I knew I'd be with him if I ain't change If I'm living the dream you've been tryna chase Why the fuck am I feeling this kind of shame? You and I ain't the same When I got it, you got it, but you didn't get it this way I was 16 down on 6th Street, this seems like the work paying off With a big dream and 16, bitch, please, I was making 'em talk I don't misstep, I don't take seats, on the list next to the mainstream I'll be doing this till I'm paralyzed, or be doing this until the day that I Die, I know I'll go to Heaven Because I forgave my own reflection When these feelings fade away And these scars remain the same If you feel like I felt, maybe you would change Maybe you would change Maybe you would change When the pain goes away and you realize All the scars you have never remind 'Cause the past don't change, but it defines Ah-ah-oh-oh When the pain goes away and you realize All the scars you have never remind 'Cause the past don't change, but it defines me Until the day I die, I know I'll go to Heaven Because I forgave my own reflection When these feelings fade away And these scars remain the same If you feel like I felt, maybe you would change Maybe you would change