If you only knew
How scared I was to tell you
Built it up so much in my head that I let you down

If you only knew
The pain I put my heart through
Living a lie for a life can be tiring
So I choose the truth

But you would say
Keep it on the low
Nobody needs to know
They might not see you the same
But I'm too far gone
I know what I want
I know just who I am

Now I'm free
Now I'm free
There's no way you can tell me who I'm supposed to be
See now I'm free
Now I'm free (free, free)
Oh, what a feeling
Oh, what a fucking relief

If you only knew
For years, I was so confused
Pushed it back to the back of my head
But always knew what it meant
I was the deepest blue
My strings wandered out of tune
Couldn't see the wood from the trees
Yeah, I didn't know what to do

But you would say
Keep it on the low
Nobody needs to know
They might not see you the same
But I'm too far gone
I know what I want
I know just who I am

See, now I'm free
Now I'm free (free, free)
There's no way you can tell me who I'm supposed to be
See now I'm free
Now I'm free (free, free)
Oh, what a feeling
Oh, what a fucking relief

Cause now I'm free