I've told you this once before you're gone
Don't try to take me down
You're having nothing that is worth to hold onto

You're always hiding behind your smile
Do you think I can't see your face?
I'm not blind, I still see what's all around

Please, I never thought in a million years...
Can't hear myself speak or breathe...
I try hard if I can push you further
Further as you did to me

So where were you when I felt this would end
Stop tryin' to talk me down
And where were you when our dream was broken down
Leave me here I'm leaving...

All these feelings running through my mind
What would you do if I was you?
I'm longing for one minute to be free

I repent the lies as you pushed me down
Do you still think that I'm to blame?
Too many times the stories been replayed

Please, I never thought in a million years...
Can't hear myself speak or breathe...
I try hard if I can push you further
And try to believe in myself...

And all my life and all the scars, what I am all about
On and on, what I hold inside and I waste more time than anyone
And all my life and all the scars, what I am all about
On and on, what do I hold inside?

Please, I never thought in a million years...
Can't hear myself speak or breathe...
Try not to loose reality
Am I awake or asleep?