Every time I see your name nowadays it's all wrong
I ain't ever thought I'd hold this hate for so long
I'm skirting trynna fix my ways I'm so gone
But it's fuck it cause my life's been straight it goes on

In a blacked-out whip same color as my heart
Going 80 in a 6 speed drifting through the yard
Always wonder if you miss me, huh, maybe not
Regardless of the answer I can promise you I'm gone
And I'm Gathering my feelings had to put em all together
I can feel the way you treated me was colder than December
Every day with you was different it was never getting better
Always told me that I need you but I'm thinking that I never did

Said I don't need it no more
I threw it all on the floor
I just keep walking 'round in circles
Been revolving the doors
You kept on pulling my cords
To never hurt me you swore
I think I finally turned the tables

Knew you'd miss me oh lord
This shit was tragic
Straight down to ashes
Played with my heart in the dark you was cappin'
You played it smart from the start it was classic
No more restarts I'll be gone with a bad bitch

Knowing that I'm better off
Proud to take the pressure off
Always let me down took her crown and I let her go
Every lie you ever told
Just another episode
Bet you feeling guilty bout it now
Shit I'll never know
Yeah

In a blacked-out whip same color as my heart
Going 80 in a 6 speed drifting through the yard
Always wonder if you miss me, huh, maybe not
Regardless of the answer I can promise you I'm gone
And I'm Gathering my feelings had to put em all together
I can feel the way you treated me was colder than December
Every day with you was different it was never getting better
Always told me that I need you but I'm thinking that I never did

So some days I wonder
But they were never worth it
They all drove me under
I turned a different person
I fell just like lumber
I swore that you were perfect
You spoke in these tongues girl
Your language was in cursive
I think we've come so far

But still we so far gone
I used to want you more than air I had inside my lungs
I said goodbye my love
And then I packed my stuff
And then as far as I could get away from you I run

Knowing that I'm better off
Proud to take the pressure off
Always let me down took her crown and I let her go
Every lie you ever told
Just another episode
Bet you feeling guilty bout it now
Shit I'll never know
Yeah

In a blacked-out whip same color as my heart
Going 80 in a 6 speed drifting through the yard
Always wonder if you miss me, huh, maybe not
Regardless of the answer I can promise you I'm gone
And I'm Gathering my feelings had to put em all together
I can feel the way you treated me was colder than December
Every day with you was different it was never getting better
Always told me that I need you but I'm thinking that I never did